What is all these?

Life shucks ;
& everythings shucks along.

sometimes i wish Earth would jz blow like in th movie Knowing.
everything can just end like how it is now ;
no worries , no sorrows.
Dont you think life would be easier?

this aint some emo post
or wadever.
i just feel all so broken recently.
everything i do ;
seems so wrong for my mum.
i noe those late nites worries her.
but im already so grown up ;
why cant she believe in me? ):

i just want to be independent ;
no more mummy's little girl
no more protecting me ;
let me protect myself.

i wanna fly ;
up to the sky.
idk wad im doing now is right or wrong ;
as long as im happie ;
its fine i guess? (:

have lil trial exam
for my software subject this thu,
wish me luck peeps ♥

will it be a yes or a no?
i dont know,
hiding seems to be th most perfect way.