confused.

i bet this happens to everyone ,
be it now, before or in th future.
there'll always be something
we regret doing ; saying .
or a certain decision.

in my life,
i doubt there's many right decisions dat ive made.
&& all i could do now is regret.
one thing i would really love to noe ;
what do guys wan from their girlfriends -.-


when we care for them ;
they say we're too kaypo / bossy ; this and dat.
when we act cool bout wad dey do ;
they say we're ignorant.

when we dun allow them to go out wid other girls ;
they say we are overprotective.
when we ask them to go out wid girls ;
they think we dont wanna spend time wid them.

when we buy gifts for them ,
they say we always spend money on useless stuff.
when we dont get gifts for them on anniversaries,
they say we're not caring enuf.

when we cry too much ,
they name us as emotional beings.
when we dont ,
they say we've no feelings.

when we wear nice nice ,
they say its too revealing / sexy.
when we dont ,
they`ll say we dont know how to dress up.

this is my personal perspective.
no hard feelings.
& guys,
its not only ur dilemma when it comes to gettin to noe wad we think.
never forget,
when you guys are crackin ur head hard to noe wad we think ;
we're also basically doing th same.

recently,
ive many to worry bout.
since im havin my semester break ;
so studies is out from th list at the moment.
besides dat,
im worried for ;
work
friends
relationships
family
T_T


i need a break !
hope i can go somewhere far far away.
far from all this stress & problems..

有一种爱叫做放手
为爱结束天长地久.