May 30, 2009

For Ichi aka Andy (:

its been longg ever since i blog ; i noe -.-
nothing much to blog.
except ive went back to college
& im still working.
so kinda hard to juggle around this two u noe?

everytime after class,
i would rest if i cud.
if not den do sum college stuff.
mostly in th evening or nite ,
ill be working :3
so no more time for blogging. =/

anyway,
today im here for this special someone.
we've known each another 2years plus alr.
& been very gud friends ever since den.
we known each another thru this game, Maplestory.
where i gotta noe my bestie too, aijia ^^"

he's my maple dar.
& yes we got married inside too . LOL
& got hacked togetha -.-
den played back.
& got hacked togetha again
..-.-
i noe ; very sweat.
but no matter how rarely we keep in touch ;
our memories will always be in my heart xD
he's a post dat he dedicated to me.
very sweet of him indeed :D
Andy's Blog (:

May 24, 2009

Back to college o_o

tmrw would be th end of my holiday .
wad have i done?
uhuh.
worked in a restaurant,
knew great friends,
broke someone's heart,
broke my own heart,
clubbed,
&& lots more.

during th holidays,
i missed my college mates , alot.
everyday keep hope its sch reopen.
& now,
i have less than 24hrs to sch reopen.
yet, there's something in me,
which duwan sch to reopen so soon. ):

how come?
maybe cause,
i would miss the late nite sleep
i would miss the late wakeups
i would miss going out like no tomorrow
i would miss working in hongkie
i would miss the carefree attitude
..and alot alot more.

in this Adv Dip,
me and my friends have been placed in different classes.
from 10classes, oni left 4 accounting class now -.-
but, despite all of this.
we`ll still transfer back to th same class by appealing xD
so no worries.

and am i still working?
yes i am , at the moment.
depends on my schedule,
if its too hectic den i shall stop ^^"
just wanna earn my own pocket money,
duwanna giv too much burden for my mum.

since this is a new year, new semester.
i vow to myself,
i`ll do homework :X
i`ll do revision , when there's finals . LOL
& for tonite.
i shall start by sleepin early :3
see you girls in school tmrwwww.
muahh (:

ps : grats ssk on gettin new car

May 21, 2009

for her. ):

dearest her,
im sure you know who are you.
sorrie i didnt reply ur tag in my cbox.
didnt even realize wad was happening to you. ):
yeh, u did update ur blog, i read it alr.

anyway,
hope ure doin fine for now.
at least chill urself from wad happen.
im always here alrite?
just sms or call me and i`ll be more than glad to talk to you.

we've know each another for nearly 2years alr.
time seriously flies.
&& i dun hav th chance to even met up with you yet.
i`ll try to make it to KL this june
& we shall plan our meet up alrite? :D

altho we're from different states,
so far away from each another,
yet we're such close friends. ^^"
im glad i found you
despite the distance ; we still manage to
became real close friends (:
& share so much similarities ^^
esp the shortness. LOL

you`ll always be my
lamest
funniest
cutest
shortest
vulgars most

bestfrienddddd (:
*just fuck it ~ xP


May 15, 2009

Sorry for haven been updating -.-

recently ive been so occupied with my work ,
occupied till th extend i always havta OT ._.v

started from last tuesday ;
my shift was only 7.30-11.30pm
but cause my friend, Jason couldnt work in th morning ,
i help him and took over his shift which was 8.30 to 11.30am ):
BUT so ngam -.-
th bar boy drank too much th nite before den keep dizzy ; couldnt work
so one of th waiter havta go bar and replace him .
and i havta work till 2.30pm instead of 11.30am ):
meaning i was suppose to work for oni 4 hours become 7hours become 10hours =s

den tuesday im already scheduled for 2 shifts
8.30-11.30am and 7.30-11.30pm ):
meaning another 10 hours. lol .

tiring tiring ; sigh .
but nvm ;D extra income like edward says . lols x)
today is friday , its th oni day im not working
but heck , no plans -.-
was suppose to go Bukit Merah but canceled.
den my fren, Veron and her bf goin to Queensbay ;
but i dun favour to be lightbulb . :X
so end up stayin at home -.-v

18th will be th day we're gettin our results ,
sighhh .
& 23th may startin my Adv Dip alr .
which means sayin byebye to late nite sleeps
& late wake ups in the morning T___T

but for now,
i still dont noe
should i quit my work ,
or work after class
or work during weekends? T.T
i noe it`ll be tiring
but i wanna earn my own pocket money ):
suggestions please.

May 9, 2009

Spring Cleaning :D

Today after got home from work
Promised my sis would clear my room
ever since forever -.- LOL
hence , i did clearr my room today (:
& through out the 4hours of cleaning ;
alot struck my mind.

Spring cleaning is like ; walking back into ur past.
Dont think so ? Let me enhance you :X aiseh .

When u spring clean ;
You`ll come by stuff which are like
once really cherished by you ; but was put aside.
Its like friends who use to be great friends of you but now forgotten.


You`ll also find certain stuff
which was once lost but now found
Its like friends who you lost contact with ;
but somehow, sometime, somewhere you met them.

Besides that ,
You`ll also tend to see stuff ;
Be it you`re happy or not ,
Presents from ex bf/gfs' , anniversary gifts..
lying somewhere in some corner of ur room.
Its like those friends who you rarely meet up with them ,
but yet they matter so much to you.

Other than dhat ,
You`ll also find stuff
Which may not seem useful to you now ,
but somehow in the future ; you`ll need it.
Its like a friend whos standing at one corner ;
Whispering to you " im always here for you "

Last but not least ;
You`ll tend to find those stuff
which has been lying in ur room for quite some time
although its of not much use ; but you still wanna keep it
its like a friend who don't really talk much or do much ;
but has always been there - ever since day one (:


Spring cleaning is also like ;
Cleaning your own past clean ,
Reminiscing bout the past memories
&& cherishing all of it . (:

Although after spring cleaning ;
You get yourself all dirty and sweaty
But hey ;
Your room is now clean :D
Its like a bright new future , no?

So people ;
Friends come and go ,
Every meeting will has its separation.
Cherish each and every friend of yours ; while you still can :]

May 6, 2009

confused.

i bet this happens to everyone ,
be it now, before or in th future.

there'll always be something

we regret doing ; saying .

or a certain decision.


in my life,

i doubt there's many right decisions dat ive made.

&& all i could do now is regret.

one thing i would really love to noe ;

what do guys wan from their girlfriends -.-


when we care for them ;

they say we're too kaypo / bossy ; this and dat.

when we act cool bout wad dey do ;

they say we're ignorant.


when we dun allow them to go out wid other girls ;
they say we are overprotective.
when we ask them to go out wid girls ;
they think we dont wanna spend time wid them.

when we buy gifts for them ,
they say we always spend money on useless stuff.
when we dont get gifts for them on anniversaries,
they say we're not caring enuf.

when we cry too much ,
they name us as emotional beings.
when we dont ,
they say we've no feelings.

when we wear nice nice ,
they say its too revealing / sexy.
when we dont ,
they`ll say we dont know how to dress up.

this is my personal perspective.
no hard feelings.
& guys,
its not only ur dilemma when it comes to gettin to noe wad we think.
never forget,
when you guys are crackin ur head hard to noe wad we think ;
we're also basically doing th same.

recently,
ive many to worry bout.

since im havin my semester break ;

so studies is out from th list at the moment.

besides dat,

im worried for ;

work

friends

relationships

family

T_T



i need a break !
hope i can go somewhere far far away.
far from all this stress & problems..


有一种爱叫做放手
为爱结束天长地久.